33 yrs old Domo,
If you can find the poem "If" by Rudyard Kipling... go read it. If
not, then listen to this.
It seems that you're affected that you're not accorded the respect
you think people owes you. Heckcarelar! People will always do what
they want... especially things sucking up to rich people or good
looking ones. So knowing their lousy/deluded characters, why bother
so much about all these people. Always stay focus on your balance
and inner harmony which is by far more important. If that is
shaken, then good luck to you. 
