I've met a guy recently, he is a colleage(going no to be
anymore), well, there's a lot of things that he has said has made
me so...confuse.
We were actually jus strangers, until abt 2 months back, becoz he
jus join the company not so long along. We get to know each other
better because of my attachment student, he was telling me that he
thinks that my student is very sweet, very cute, so when ever he
saw me, he jus ask me abt her. And our friendship started from
there.....
He was the only colleage that I have in the company who met me up
in the middle of the nite jus for a drink or a talk, kinda of funny
..i dunno why. There was once when we were having a drink, I ask
him if he is really interestedin my attachment student, and he giva
me a straight NO, coz she is too naive for him (she is 20 and he is
28, and I'm 22) So I ask him what kind of ger appeals to him, and
he told me that she must be a chinese(i forgot to mention that he
is an Indian Muslim), must look sweet to him, but not neccessary to
be pretty, must have long hair, and most preferably a
cantonese....now, this makes me suspicious, because, I fit in all
the bill, except I dunno whether I look sweet to him or not... And
whenever we talk, we always seems to be flirting. I'm very
confused, because when we were in the company, we would pretend
that we dunno each other very well, coz we, or rather me was afraid
that the tongue would get wagging if we get too close.
And now, I start to get irritated whenever he ask me abt the
student, which is very often, because I do't really like the
student very much too, but he jus doesn't seems to get the clue,
even when i answer him "What bisness issit of mine?? Dunnno how to
go and ask her urself ar, dun ask me abt her
okay?!"....geeze....I'm so fierce!
Last nite, we have actually arrange to go for a midnite show, and
in the last min, he call off becoz of some reasons which i'm not
going to say here. When he call me, I was with my other friends,
and one of them, a he, was trying to repair his bike, so he made a
lot of noise in the background. Then he ask me, where was I, what
was i doing, and when I say :"My friend, he is repairing his bike",
he's voice immediately changed! "Oh, a guy har..." it was like, did
i hear a note of jealousy?? I know not. so I clarify with him that
there were other ppl around too...and immediately he relax.
Then..in a voice I have never heard from him, very gentle, he told
me that he was sorry that he could not make it and ask for the
appointment to be shifted to wed, and he tell me to save that show
for him, dun watch with other people...
Arrgghh....Can u guys tell me, jus what is going on in his mind??
Guys, u guys know what GUYS think rite?? Tell me....
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LOVE? Its kind of complicated, but let me tell you this......the
second you are willing to make yourself miserable to make someone
else happy, that's LOVE right
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Sam Sam
