hmm.. Sorry to hear that.. but I do hope that actual meeting is
somehow better than expected... How is it??
I agree wif u that good friends are hard to come by. Especially if
it's frens u can really communicate well.. But sadly I think in
ever friendship there will also be a period where it's there to
test how well the two of u can maintain it. Normally, it's just
some small misunderstanding, which both of u cannot see eye to eye
at that point of time. And just becoz of it, both refuse to gif in,
becoz of some stupid word call 'pride'. And becoz of this silly
little word, it caused a lot of r/s and f/s get broken...
As for u.. maybe u try to take the chance to get to know more
pple.. Know more friends... Join in some social activities... It's
hard to bring urself to it at first.. but after a period of time, u
will enjoy the company.. I'm not saying that u take these friends
as substitute, but to know them to enlarge ur network of friends...
now u are still studying, u haf more free time to widen ur
friendship circle.. and also make friends from all fields.. When u
are working, it really depends on ur job that gives u the chance to
mmet pple from all walks of life. For instance, if u need an
architect to design ur house in the future, it better to know them
now, and let the friendship develope.. maybe next time can get him
to do it. Not only will he feel honour then it also save u the
hassle of looking for one too.. but I'm not hinting that u, look
for friends just to reap the benefits... U look for friends to
learn abt pple, to care for them... that's how it shld be.. and
they in turn will care and love u back..
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