My problem is a common one i guess. I bet you've heard it many
times before, but the tension is killing me. I like a guy, who
doesn't like me back.
I've tried everything to get over my crush. From giving myself
hours of pep talks to beating up my pillow.
Basically, he is my close friend's cousin. We knew each other since
last year but only became close since this year june. For some
strange reason, he went out with me and my close friends, one
fateful june day. Then after that, he got my number from my close
friend and called me up.
From that day forth, we have never stopped talking. We have talked
almost every night for about 1 to 2 hours. He did give me some
FALSE hints on his feelings which i OBVIOUSLY misunderstood.
Because recently, he also started talking to another close friend
of mine. Let's call her Sandy. Sandy invited him along to a trip in
UK for ONE WHOLE MONTH and from then on, he's been talking about
their holiday plans. How he's gonna try and sneak into her room at
night.... don't worry, just for the company. How he's gonna hold
her hand hug her like a bf hugs a gf. How they are gonna have so
much fun... blah blah blah! He's now talking to her everyday and
he's beginning to talk lesser to me.
We used to be quite close, but i really think he likes her as he
keeps on telling me that he talks with her alot and how fun she is
to talk to. Granted that she really cute and friendly, she really
attracts guys like bees to honey. i am totally jealous now but
there is no way in hell i am gonna admit that to him.
And of all things, i had to develop this stupid crush on him when
he has no interest whatsoever in me! I can't eat, i can't sleep,
and worst of all i can't study when my prelims are , not around the
corner, but right in front of me!
What can i do to get over this crush. Ever time i think of them
holding hands and giggling and hugging close together, i feel like
tying both of them up and sending one to the north pole and the
other to the south pole. Argh! I hope their hands freeze together
in UK and then they can hold hands forever! Ok, i think i'd better
stop before the webpage admin. reports me to the mental hospital.
it felt good to get this of my chest, but i would appreciate some
response if you didn't die of boredom while reading this. Thank
you.
