Little bro, do u have any goal in mind? My advise for u is tat u
set urself a goal, if u dun have 1 n work towards it. At ur age, u
should juz focus on ur studies. Being the eldest, u should set a gd
example 4 ur siblings. They will look up 2 u so u must learn 2
self-discipline urself. Set aside a time 2 learn n play.
Relations should be put on hold until the time when everything has
cooled off, i.e. after ur 'N's n 'O's. U won't want ur gf 2 look
down on u, if u din do well in ur studies, rite? Anyway u r still
considerably young. Dun worry so much. Wat u r feeling now is juz a
phase in the process of growing up... Enjoy life when u r still
young.
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Hold fast to dreams,
For if dreams die,
Life is a broken-winged bird
that cannot fly