Its been a long time since we met...
i was outstationed and its about 5 days to a month.. i really
missed her and she too.. missed me.
She waited for me at my block staircase and we hugged each other
and kissed.. we were both so happy.
The next day, after shopping with my family, she cried..
saying that i spend most of the money on my family..
I knew she would bring up the topic again.. sighed..
Her face changed when i picked a bottle of supplement for my
mum..
It was the extra big one cost around $70 and the small one cost
$42..
I didn't know it was so serious.. maybe i delayed in giving her the
money to save.. i dun know why this time..
she cried and cried and never tell me what happened.
It was only then afrer some persuasion, she said she was very upset
coz her relative keep asking when she keeping married and she could
not reply.. and she also said after 3 years i have nothing.. no
car, no money, no house! how to give her happiness?? She also
reprimanded me for not supporting her to do eye surgey and face
mole removal.. i protest coz its all for her own good.
Later did i realise that her happiness is only car, money and
house!
I was frustrated by her remarks and say ya go find a richer guy or
something..
she left the house and i ignored her...
Today i waited for her to finished work but i didnt goto her
workplace..
i keep reading my magazine and having my phone on my left hand,
hoping that she will call me.. but to no avail.
She sms me . . in my eyes she only see that i care about my family
and not her.. and she said that I didn't care about her when we go
out and didn't care about her what she did in my house.. and she
also emphasised that i do not love her much anymore coz of last
time incident..Gosh! do i have to tell her i intend to buy a
diamond ring and propose to her on a star cruise????? I replied her
if she wants to think that way then i can't help..
Looks like the relationship is really expiring soon...
I was losing faith 
