My recently known gf ytd i just met her only n we are already
that closed... although she dun have a nice figure but she have the
potential. When i 1st saw her she had very nice facial... But she
got the beng(gangster influences)... I felt troubled... Somestimes
thinking to myself and sharing with friends that um... Why are all
the chio looking girls all have a liking to those ah beng n very
naughty guys... Me n friends often saw those situation at shopping
centres... What we saw was the girl very beri beri pretty n ok la..
but understand that under the influences of the not so well behaved
guy, the girl learns n be naughty... i believe u guys have saw that
too... ok la honestly, i feel kinda jealous and unfairness.
In the past, i had many setbacks in relationships... I had never
had a relationship that last for more than half a year. Well, often
is the girls state the breaking up... Bcuz of so many breaking ups
n conflicts in my feelings for girls now i dare not really took up
a relationship cuz im really beri afraid of rejections. Dam stress,
sometimes want love so badly but fear this n that. I mean as a guy
i feel bad. Wanna let ppl envy i guess...
These few days among our generation of friends i dun really notice
guys of our standards daring to approach girls for friends making
or contact... often rejected n left diu lian laughed by friends. I
feel girls now are more bao shou, Really hard to depend on yuan
fen... Sorry being a little rather emotional now.
Wanna share problems with maybe some experienced and heed some
tips.
dun reply 
ah! lol
