You are one sick sob.
I usually ignore topics from Bar (when going through the 50 newest
topics) as most reflect that the threadstarter is no more than a
generally harmless teenage loser stuck with his raging
pre-pubescent hormones (and no life) behind his computer, looking
for an outlet for his pent up angst ...
... but an obsession like yours can easily develop into criminal
tendencies.
I frankly couldn't care less if you get thrown into any corrective
institution, but I am concerned with the potential harm that your
actions would have on any ladies - as well as to the people that
care for them (ripple effect).
You should get help.