well.. tell you what.. mourn, weep, whatever... then go lead
your own life, decide to be happy, without her...
mayhap, this is something.. learn from it... and heck.. i do hope
one day, you'll find someone who will return your affections
twofold... and you hang on to that woman..
and i hope, in the new year, you will find your way...
may you have a happy 2006..
and may God bless us all 
i'm on normal office hours again.. give me a buzz if you wanna go
out and have a drink.. i'll buy you a couple
again, may you have a great 2006!