Mark
Anxiety disorder does not warrant you to cross dress and derive
sexual fantasies. This would probably be an insult to those who
have to battle bravely against such disorder.
Please keep this practice in private. I am sure there are many
others who jerk off doing something similar. But they respect the
decency of others.
Besides anxiety disorder, I think you are suffering from attention
seeking disorder. Speak to someone who can help you. My fren, you
will have to outgrow this, otherwise, you can forget about getting
married and leading a normal family life. Your little uncurbed
fantasy may ruin your life.
So, wake up, my fren. There must be some ppl who care for you
enough for you to talk to them. It can be cured.
Take care, Mark.
