This good good GAL and its just ME - summer season

last SG · 2005-02-23T00:49:01+00:00

Bro ... take it slow and steady ah ... its always honeymoon for the first 6 months if you would to be close ... then it will be hell for the rest of it ... i...

nightyoung SG

gosh....

i had changed...

cut my hair and put brown color in it..

yesterday.. i wasnt thought i was to meeting her but i just called her late afternoon and she joined me..

we shop at north area and had a good meal at jack's place.

then we went to the funfair.. exchanged some tokens and for that we had a great time there.

we won a soft toy there.. its our second time going to fun fair together and the first was the river hong bao.

i tried to let the good good gal go and i had changed my mindset.. she's my best buddy, best friend, best person to speak to.. but

yesterday and today something just happened..

yesterday. she got some knocks for the ride and she wasnt feeling well..i sent her back home....
i was really worried about her.. i was just getting more bold and grab her hands and she didnt let go.

today. i wasnt into meeting her but she cried over the phone.. i just lost my mind and rush to see her to comfort her.. made the same mistake...
i dun know what made me go into holding her hand and she didnt let go..
and somehow i just tried to kiss her in public and she just step away.

i wondered what made me so bold ..
after that i just hold her hands..

we talked a lot and now i most of the talking... i think i am changing just for her.. i dun know whats got into me.....

while in the train..
she wanted to send me a sms .. and i knew that she was sending to me and as she was typing halfway... i told her to tell and i took her phone and saw it.. she said she got no feeling for me now... and of coz i knew it and i was typing on her phone the whole ride back today..

i confessed to her once more...
omg!!!

i promised to be her good friends and i lost control again.

i dun know why i am so bold this time..
and

i think ... i am so bad trying to take advantage of her...

i am not a good guy anymore..

i hate it!!

i just want her to be happy and i love her..

why always ended in this way.. and i am meeting her this wed.. and she asking me to join her on sat....

we still can be good good friends right although she's the first and only gal i love now..

what's so difficult??

Kill me!!Someone!!

i had sent her an sms asking her not to think so much and ask her to reply.. and i am still waiting.. i dun want her to lose sleep today.... dun want..

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icyprincess SG

I already buried you the other day...put flowers some more.

i.c.y

nightyoung SG

sorry princess... someone . i mean. i was brought to life again... Exclamation

i really hope you can kill me when i meet you someday

nightyoung SG

she replied....

Haha.. like u too!. Ys daily.. yr care n love 4 mi.. mi can feel n reali enjoy it bt maybe i need more time hope u happy always too..

icyprincess SG

yea she enjoy it but dun wan to commit. sounds like someone i know.

forget about her, there are more girls around for you to cherish.

i.c.y

Lord Kang SG

Hey, i kind of miss this thread already…How u doing nightyoung bro??Hope u r doing fine..Still stuck with that problem of urs ah??

icyprincess SG

din you read? if you have, you wud have had your answer Surprised lo:

i.c.y

nightyoung SG

hey.. i said kill me when you meet me ok??

nightyoung SG

hey.. i am so fortunate to have ppl no knowing me at all and constantly finding out how i am doing..

perhaps you were all my friends in my past lives?

nightyoung SG

i died once

-> http://www.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=117702

but somehow these two days nightyoung was back from the undead!

i love her

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Lord Kang SG

hmm..Sometimes i really wonder whether is this good or bad...Good because of ur persistance..Bad because u may end up hurting more than ever...But what to do..Love is all about this right??

stupidjoe SG

watever our bro here intends to do...

Let's support him.

Since advising him to give up on her is no use...

may as well encourage him to do his best in wooing her...

C'mon.... killing him is no use... he can resurrect from the dead! Laughing

nightyoung SG

me looking to wed to meet her. and

sat to join her friend's bbq

....

with her

there's is something to look forward to in life...

Dodobirdie SG

man i actually thought u managed to become naughty....but ....haiz....

*oie when i become senior citizen? i still young leh...*

Devil1976 SG

Is she having some sort of split personality or something...? Rolling Eyes

Boo777 SG

Ha ha!!

Seems like this is a never ending story eh?

Boo777 SG

I know I'm going to be a spoilsport and ruin all ur happiness and u r going to hate me. But None the less, I'm still goin to say this:

DUN GO.
The more u see her, the harder it is u can let go of it. Dun walked where I've walked, itz a very very painful path. Not everyone can take the pain. As for me, itz too late to let go now. I guess the only person who can help me is the big guy upstairs. *points to the sky* SMIT ME OH MIGHTY SMITTER!! SMIT ME!!

kIppEr SG

everyting u start anew u’ll always reach the same kinda ending… u kept on going on circles… izzit tat silly??? 1 life… live it well

nightyoung SG

har.. not naughty enough?

nightyoung SG

who are you refering to?