I thnk many of u here guys know from my posts that i have a
warped and disorted view of sexuality and women. The reason culd be
something which happened to me back in 1989 when i was 8 years
old
I was under the care of this cousin sister who was 24 years of age
at the time. She used to take care of me. While i was under her
care i do noticed that she loved to read erotic novels or was too
engrossed when coulples kiss on TV. She used to spent the wee hours
of the night watching VHS tapes of movies rented. Or spent hours in
front of the mirror beautifying herself with cosmetics or dressing
up herself in tight fitting clothes. In spite of these, she was
quite an attractive lady.
Then it happened one day when she was bathing me. She fondled with
my penis, stroking and rubbing it. I could clearly remember herself
engrossed the whole thing. From then on , it would happen quite
often when she bathes me and sometimes she strips me naked holding
me close to her while we sleep. At the same time her hands would be
on my private parts
All this i had taken it to be affection and love as at the time i
was too young to know anything. As i grew older, i doubted it. Did
she in fact sexually abuse me back in 1989?
The last i heard of her recently was that her marriage is in
divorce due to her extra marital affairs with other men.
