I know some people are going to flame me and say that
i'm sick...
I had my previous post stating that my bf couldn't last for long in
bed.. I heeded the kind advices, i tried to "help" him stay longer,
but in the end he says that the problem is with me, and asked me
what's so different between fingers and ****... Den now he rejects
affection from me...
Now i'm asking for nice people here to screw the idea out of my
head of having a no strings attached affair with a married
man...
In my mind, i'm toying with this idea and frankly, i find it
sick... i acknowledge my weakness and i accept any comments to wake
me up..
A married man at my workplace is making advances with me... i chose
a married man coz i don't need to bear any responsibilities of
hurting any innocent guy... We'll just be making use of each other
that's all...
Am i just fufilling my own needs or am i playing with fire upon my
selfishness? I'm certainly not asking for anyone to justify my
thinking, i'm just confused.... it's a dilemma... i'm not proud of
myself asking this qns, i really dunno....
I feel so weak.. i love my bf, but i feel inadequate, i feel hurt
when he doesn't recognise my part of needs... But i feel sick that
i have to resort to betrayal to get what i need...
I don't want to do this to my bf, i'm avoiding the married man...
but i'm afraid... just so afraid that i might fall weak one
day...
What can i do to put my bf in my shoes and realise that not only
men need to be "complete" in bed?
