My neighbour was only 12 but boy, can she flirt. She's pretty
and tall. I like watching her - she's so sweet but few months back
she really 'played' with my heart. At each turn, she turned to give
me a stare - serious stare. Now she's 13 and shot up quite a lot.
Her long hair was shorn, and she's not that sweet looking anymore.
I'm glad (that I won't have my heart beating fast whenever I see
her) but sad at the same time (the sweet angel with long hair, slim
and tall) that she is not quite the same. How can a grown-up like
me attracted to this sweet young thing. I like to hear her voice
too (lightly hoarsy).
I hate myself for being attracted to this sweet young thing.
Actually this is not the first, but I do catch the eyes of young
things which makes me feel guilty - too young. I am not quite
comfortable with most adult girls for their 'annoying talks' and I
often keep a clean-cut profile of myself. Is this the reason I am
attracted to PYT and they to me?
(don't ask for her picture) - I do not do that. I'm just curious if
any of you have experienced the same phenomena.
