Pumpy, think you need to see a doctor. Guess it will be easier
for you to seek help since you know wat you are doing are not
right. Listen to NeonTetra and BaByBoY's advices. You really need
to find someone you can trust to talk to. Someone who is sensible
and able to give you sensible advice or see a specialist. Dun let
this drag any more cos it's affecting your studies. Dun go and do
"those things" anymore. I believe you should be able to get over
this. 
and we are here if you should need
listening ears. You can do it!
