Firstly, a big thank you to all who posted his/her reply. Many
of you talked about sorcery involvement in my situation. Although I
cannot safely reject this conclusion, I do not think this is the
case.
Kamen Rider - I do not exploit young gals. No doubt that I did pay
for sex, I did it with her because I was really attracted to her on
1st sight. In my 4 days in Bangkok, I resisted sex, body massage
and so on until the last night. In fact, that was the first time
that I had commercial sex. I did it out of a liking for her than
satisfying my needs.
Sylvia - I do understand what most young Thai gals have to go
through in your country, and on retrospect, I think that our local
gals are really blessed. But I could not figure whether I wanna
bring her back more of out of piteous or that I really like her.
Though I feel both for her.
I met this gal at a pub where I was watching soccer. And as most of
you who have been to Bangkok knows, the pubs there have ladies whom
you can have them sit beside you in return for a couple of drinks,
and you can always pay to bring them back. This gal speaks good
English by Thai standard and she told me that she's in the line for
only a week. I do believe her as her bottom was pretty tight.
I am still rational and somewhere at the back of my head, I know
that I shouldn't be harboring these thoughts. But I need someone to
show me the light. I do agree that I am in need of
companionship/gf, but why can't she be a prostitute? Why are we so
receptive towards a Sg gal who virtually makes out with every man
that picks her up in Zouk and not a poor Thai-Chinese gal who has
to ply the sex trade to make ends meet?
