I broke off wif him on v day jus because i think he's not
sincere in getting and celebrating the day wif me. I feel that he
simply celebrate wif me not because he loves me but because of the
obligation. i called him and say nasty and hurting things to him
and he never wanna clarify. Immediately few hours later, i call him
and say sorry and wanted to patch back but he couldnt forgive me
and say we are impossible.. we met up after his work but i dint
force him back to me, instead he say he not worth my love and told
me to give him time. when he's ready, he will chase me back.
Initially i dont believe but i trusted and have faith wif him thus
i believe and say will wait till he's ready.
However, things turn out so bad.. We did meet up once a week for a
walk and movie. He bought things for me and treat me very good jus
that we did not kiss and hug or call each other "dear". Last week,
he change suddenly, he did not meet me up on his off day but i
manage to patch back wif him as i waited at his house.
but jus this thursday, i saw him bringing a gal at my house void
deck when he needs to pass me somethings. my friends ask him who tt
gal and he reply that she's her colleague. Den i sms him and ask
him did he treat me as his gf, y when i sms him, he never reply,
when i call him he never pick up the call or say that he's busy.
Sadly, he reply me that isnt it obvious that we are impossible and
he does not want to continue anymore and call me to find someone
else.. my heart sank to the bottom and it bleeds. i changed so much
to satisfy his needs and give him the things tt he yearn for but in
the end this is wad i get back..
we met up tt night and i beg him back cos i dont believe that he
does not love me. I trusted him so much and love him deeply,
already feel that he's the one i want forever.but he say tt gal
whom i saw jus now was his gf, tt gal was 5 yrs older than him. he
said that she takes care of him and very understanding. i called up
that gal that night to clarify and she say my bf was not his
bf.
Den, i wanted to see him the next day so i waited for him for
almost 5 hrs. He said he will go sch on that day but he never as i
waited at his sch and never see him so i waited for him at his
house void deck. Sadly, my frien called him and tell him that i was
waiting for him and he burst into anger. He was so frustrated and
came down to see me. He say he was so terrify to see me and say
that his love for me had died. I do not believe as everything ends
too abruptly.
We were so sweet in the past but becos of a small matter, he did
not want to accept me again. I say he has changed after he got his
job and he admitted.
I was so sad that i keep crying and went sleepless and without food
for 3 days.
Pls give me ur advice and tell me if there still a possibility for
him to get back to me. will he still think of me and accept me as a
new person again. I will wait for him till the day i die
