It is not easy not to do anything.
Personally I have experienced it before with a close female friend
who asked me to go for a short trip with her to Genting and KL
before she starts her new job. The problem is that I have a liking
for her. Anyway, I asked if she mind going for overseas alone with
a guy, sharing the same room and sleeping on the same bed if single
beds are not available. She replied "Of course not. Anyway we are
so close and I trust you"
The phrase "I trust you" keeps echoing in my mind during the trip
whenever lusty thoughts came to my mind. Everytime there is an
urge, I will go to the toilet to wash my face or take a shower. On
the average, I shower 6 - 8 times a day. There were many
opportunities that we came in close contact with one another. We
went swimming, pubbing and enjoying ourselves like a couple. One
night, she was so drunk that I have to carry her to bed. The whole
trip was a pure mental torture.
After the trip, she said that she enjoyed herself and asked me to
join her on a Bangkok trip and tried the massage in the room. I
grinned and said to her "See first" and that was a few years ago
and I have yet to take up her offer. No way am I going for a longer
trip when 3 days was already enough to send me IMH. Maybe when I no
longer have any liking for her will I go for the trip. As
mentioned, it is a pure torture but I am glad that I did not betray
the trust she had in me.
