Steroids can be considered a touchy subject especially if you go
around pointing fingers at every 100kg hulk and attribute it to
needles and drugs .You wont get a straight answer from any
“physically gifted” person about his bag of toys .What i do feel
from my encounter with these drugs is the dependence on it ,no its
not addictive at all ,go do your studies ,how can injecting
testosterone using a 23 g 1.5 inch needle be addictive .The effcts
are addictive ,when you walk around in the gym ,you feel great the
pump sensation is a very high feeling of raw power pumping in the
veins .Yah ,and not to talk about the girls that tend to stick
around you in the gym asking for advice , and no ,the myth that
girls go crazy for bodies is not very true ,they look for intellect
and most of all the size of the green muscle ,cash. It is very safe
to cycle steroids ,using it for once then going cold turkey ,then
using it again ,it beats training for years ,and dont believe what
you hear about ppl gaining 10 kg of muscle by eating chicken
breasts and mass gainer ,they never told you about the embaressment
of having a friend to administer injections to their butt .Neither
are the claims of aggressivness and empty headedness true ,steroid
users are not dumb and do not hit ppl .Takes alot of knowledge to
use ergogenic aids ,need lots of medical definitions or you end up
with acne and gynocomastia and bleedin livers .Also they dont get
aggressive easily most of your average user is just someone who
likes his body sculpted but tired of hearin those hypocrites say no
pain no gain .I have had many injuries when i romped the gym with
the heaviest and the biggest meals with that mindset ,what i
believe is that it is how bad you want it and what sacrifices you
want to make . My girlfriend who is a very pious person and a very
sweet innocent thing relly couldnt understand this point , i could
gladly give up bodybuilding for her if she was willing to part some
time just to spend with me ,so damn tired of having to rush around
like crazy just to spend time when she couldnt even spare teabreak
to talk over the phone .I was hoping to participate in the
nationals this year if not for her presence in my life which is a
good thing .I am confused though i seem over reliant on the drug
,whenever we have tiffs i would start stocking up a little bit of
steroids till now i have a full arsenal of them and now that its
real rocky and theres no commitment on her part i think i would
distract myself for mths now ,but i hate to be reliant on ampules
and pills .I would come clean eventually ,hopefully if theres
something to stop for maybe get a clean job .