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xian89 SG

14 Sept
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woke up early this morning. The sky look fair. Hope it wun rain later. Have to go attend classes again. Well.. today was the final lesson of the cse I took up. And after today, have to study hard to pass my exams in order to be eligible for the CITREP grant which end in mid October.

*sigh* dunno how to pass the exam leh. Feel like giving up, but in order to survive in tis harsh working working envirnoment, have to pass the remaining 3 exam. Have already funk 2 papers The exam fee cost a bomb n I hope I can survive these few mths on bread n butter..

xian89 SG

15 Sept
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Early morning again.haven't been sleeping well recently... Been bothered by a lot of matters. Friends, work, money, studies- They seems an unbreakable chains of worries.

Think I m suffering from Monday blue again. dread going to work, dread going to a place where I dun feel I belong. On top of tat, haven't really enjoy last weekend. Been working n studying through my Saturday n Sunday. Hmmm... perhaps tis weekend go jio some ppl out to lar kopi.

looking outside the window, n at my clock... guess it's time for me to say goodbye

xian89 SG

20 Sept 2003
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Dear diary,

Have a busy day. meet up wif some sales personnel of XYZ company in the morning. They keep asking some qn I dunno 1. So I juz nod my head n smile through. In referring them to my supervisor who is more experience in handling such conditions.

Afternoon was spend at SGH. Got my hearing aid alas. The previous 1 was damaged when I put in my pocket. Feeling uncomfortable, but guess for those who juz wear it, this is quite normal. Current piece seems better. At least the rustling of paper n screeching of tables isn't tat loud now. Yah... my boss want me to go back office earlier.

Wa piang!! 3pm appt still want mi to go back. FAT HOPE..... it will be around knock-off time by the time I return back office. "wo hew" him, monday go back office then argue wif him. In the meantime, juz pray tat his mood is good on Monday.

xian89 SG

20 Sept 2003
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Dear diary,

Have a busy day. meet up wif some sales personnel of XYZ company in the morning. They keep asking some qn I dunno 1. So I juz nod my head n smile through. In referring them to my supervisor who is more experience in handling such conditions.

Afternoon was spend at SGH. Got my hearing aid alas. The previous 1 was damaged when I put in my pocket. Feeling uncomfortable, but guess for those who juz wear it, this is quite normal. Current piece seems better. At least the rustling of paper n screeching of tables isn't tat loud now. Yah... my boss want me to go back office earlier.

Wa piang!! 3pm appt still want mi to go back. FAT HOPE..... it will be around knock-off time by the time I return back office. "wo hew" him, monday go back office then argue wif him. In the meantime, juz pray tat his mood is good on Monday.

xian89 SG

20 Sept 2003
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Dear diary,

Have a busy day. meet up wif some sales personnel of XYZ company in the morning. They keep asking some qn I dunno 1. So I juz nod my head n smile through. In referring them to my supervisor who is more experience in handling such conditions.

Afternoon was spend at SGH. Got my hearing aid alas. The previous 1 was damaged when I put in my pocket. Feeling uncomfortable, but guess for those who juz wear it, this is quite normal. Current piece seems better. At least the rustling of paper n screeching of tables isn't tat loud now. Yah... my boss want me to go back office earlier.

Wa piang!! 3pm appt still want mi to go back. FAT HOPE..... it will be around knock-off time by the time I return back office. "wo hew" him, monday go back office then argue wif him. In the meantime, juz pray tat his mood is good on Monday.

xian89 SG

20 Sept 2003
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Dear diary,

Have a busy day. meet up wif some sales personnel of XYZ company in the morning. They keep asking some qn I dunno 1. So I juz nod my head n smile through. In referring them to my supervisor who is more experience in handling such conditions.

Afternoon was spend at SGH. Got my hearing aid alas. The previous 1 was damaged when I put in my pocket. Feeling uncomfortable, but guess for those who juz wear it, this is quite normal. Current piece seems better. At least the rustling of paper n screeching of tables isn't tat loud now. Yah... my boss want me to go back office earlier.

Wa piang!! 3pm appt still want mi to go back. FAT HOPE..... it will be around knock-off time by the time I return back office. "wo hew" him, monday go back office then argue wif him. In the meantime, juz pray tat his mood is good on Monday.