Originally posted by xian89:
Well... alot of forumites ask why I chose xian89 as my
nick. This is a essay abt it.Dun mind my spelling n grammer
errors.
[b]The Past - Day I see
her
Xian was a juz an girl whom I meet during 1 of my camp. She was my
junior, 3 years younger than mi. She was tall for her age - 1.75 n
is rather bony. I remember tt was after dinner when we were having
bq. I spot her sitting on the staircase n walk toward her to
chit-chat. Strangely, tt become the gossip of the town.
xian
We were soon topics after that camp. Lots of my friends were toking
abt our relationship It cause a bit of 
when we were caught together. I remember those
days when I use to call her "tik-ko(bamboo) xian N times when her
friends n I always call her to eat more. ahh.. those were the
days..
Sisters n
brother
I have 2 godsisters back in secondary days. xian was 1 of them. She
was the one who offer this bond so I agreed. My other god sister J,
who also noe her, scold mi for why I din reject n ask her (xian)to
b my gf. I answer, " We r just friends". I kana scolding from
her.
J always complain I treat xian too well. N my answer is that J has
some1 to care her - a bf. I even noe xian address n phone no b4
asking J. She is rather jealous wif xian. As a matter of fact, up
to now, I believe it is juz infatuation. Being the only son in my
family, I have no brother to care for nor talk to. The appearance
of xian has unintentionally aroused my care n concern for her, as
she face alot of family problems. I do admit that care n concern
exceed what a good friend shd do, but tat's my own way of
showing......
my first.....
I'm not someone who noe how to express myself that time. So too
avoid furthur unnecessary gossip, I always pull my other sister or
a big gang when I want to meet xian. Complain!Complain!Complain!.
tat's what I receive from them.
The first gal that ever rode on my back is xian. the first girl I
ever hold my hand is also her. And the most important is tt she was
the first girl that made mi sleepless for 1 weekend juz because I
worry tt she got wanked by her mother for being home late.(sound
silly ritz). tt monday seems a drag n I purposely wait till her
recess 1530 to check on her. Luckily she was alrite.
I once compose a poem while I think of our relationship.
Pei(1) ai(4) wen(2) jing(4)
cheng(2) you(3) shu(1)
ji(1) yi(4) jun(1) ling(2) ruo(4) zu(4) xian(2)
shi(4) wen(4) tian(1) ya(2) zai(4) he(2) fang(1)
tian(1) ya(2) he(2) fang(1) he(2) chu(4) zao(3)
Though I admire xian n I may want to take care of her,
I could never see our future n happiness together.
Farewell
Maybe becoz of our special relationship, n I dun noe if she is
avoiding mi, I never saw her in the nite on my farewell. She say
she was not feeling well. My heart sian1/2 not seeing her. n after
tat nite I hardly see her anymore.
Finale
I do meet her a few times now n then. But most of the time, I have
to call her. She will NEVER call mi unless she need a favour from
mi. e.g asking to buy NIE music concert tickets. Nowadays, I grew
fed-up wif her n deleted her number from my hp. What left of her
are those happy moments we spend together n her home address n home
no which I can't forget.
N every time when the flags was hung for national day, I will
always remember there is tat girl in my life whose bdae fall on
national day.
~the end~[/b]
eh... mind if i ask? is ur name weilun???...
