Merry Meet Cenarious,
Well you have already accepted my gifts to you. You want send them
back to me, feel free to as the more you do the stronger it get.
What you think do not matter to me. What is clear conscience? Who
is Egoistic? Who are you to comment on others & bohiruci? The
masses not blind. I am not a thinker, i am a user. I don't speak
unecessarily, every actions happen because you invited it yourself.
Why bother? Why scared? If your conscience is clear, you are a true
disciple of Buddha teachings, you would'nt be creating sins without
adhering to the "Five Moral Precepts" through words from you mouth,
what integrity you have there making "False Speech" of others even
a Dharma brother like bohiruci. I doubt Buddha will protect you. I
think you are already in Ashura Realms need not wait for hell, as
for rotting, i think you already are. 
From that i remind you there is the "Five Moral Precepts" which is
one of the core belief of Buddhism.
Five Moral Precepts:
1. Abstain from killing.
2. Taking what has not been given.
3. Sexual misconduct.
4. False speech
5. Intoxicants that cloud the mind.
Blessed Be,
Oceanos