I was pondering: We ego/personalities have myriad of experiences
which we label as good or bad. How to deal with the bad
karma?
With this question in mind, I meditate:
I switched consciousness levels, and reach this 'place'. I think
this is what I am experiencing:
On a higher level (soul/ oversoul?), the perception and perspective
is different from that of the human ego/personality. As such its
concern is also somewhat different.. In this level, there is no
death, no judgment, but it is not without characteristic. Karma,
death has no real meaning on this level. The closest translation of
its feeling/intention that I can describe is seeking fulfillment
and possibilities.
The incarnation/ego/personalities are like testing vehicles for
extension of possibilities. The ego is a very focused
consciousness, it sees only the immediate and thus very opinionated
towards itself. However, the ego is not wrong, because that's where
the fun and new possibilities lies in. The higher level is all for
experiences and trying new things while the ego is more concern
about how it fares in this physical world.
When I pop out of this meditation, the first thought I have was :
How cruel!... that this disregarding of the suffering on this
physical plane really is! This is of course the perspective from
'me as the ego/personality'.