Hi guys. I'm new here. I left chc too. But recently I am having
difficulty staying out of chc because somehow there is the urge
there to go back. I've been trying to fight it and I really do not
want to get brainwashed like how i was 2 years back. Does anyone
have any idea on what to do? I really need help desperately. And it
really does not make sense to me why I have the urge to go back.
Oh, and one more thing. If I were to hear any videos related to chc
speaking in tongues my head will start to hurt. Its super weird and
I'm really freaking out because I really do not know what is going
on. Any kind of help is greatly appreciated.
Just think of the money that you have to come out with when you
go to chc and how much money you can save by not going there. Your
head hurts when you hear them speak in tongue, you have one more
reason for not going there. Anything religious should give you a
calming effect, if it is otherwise, something must be wrong.