Hi Joolead:
Thanks for your response. Let me further share with you.
When i look at another person, and have been asked to make a
guess at how tall he/she is, i suppose i would be able to make a
reasonable guess. Eg. i would guess that Yao Ming would be over 2
metres instead of unreasonably guessing that he is 10 metres. Why?
because we have in us, the idea of length, how much roughly is 1
metre and 1 cm and so on.
When i look at the earth, i do see injustice, i do see
unhappiness, i do see death, i do see evil. What i see is the
lacking of the earth.
But how do i know that the earth is lacking?
I believe there is in our hearts the idea/concept of perfection.
But is there anything in the world that is perfect? If i have an
idea of the length of 1 metre, i can go refer to a ruler. But where
can i refer to perfection?
Only God is perfect. I believe when the time comes, when i [God
willing] am by His side, i would know what is perfect. But now, i
do not know fully.
The Gospel should start from God, not from man. By this i mean,
we should not taylor the Gospel to lure and attract man. I should
not start to share the Gospel by saying got nice nice heaven, got
lots of blessings and money. But i should start by saying, there is
God, God is Holy, and we are but mere sinners. And we should
repent. God is loving, and has given His Son as an atonement for
our sins, and by believing in Him, we are declared righteous. And
we are to worship God.
I couldn't kill myself, because my life does not belong to me.
God hates suicide. And if i love Him, i will not do that.
1. i am willing to donate my organs when i die.
2. when i am dead, God willing i will know and get to be at the
better place.
3. in the first place, i would not offend God and ask Him to
rescue me. He is omnipotent, He is also Holy and Just. He can
perform miracles, but He is not anyone's servent, being called to
perform.
4. If you really need help financially, that makes the 2 of us.
Let us encourage each other to strive to be more financially
savvy.
regards