my family grew closer. my dad stopped becoming frustrated and
easily losing his temper, and his gambling habits disappeared, he's
now a cell leader, and one of the more famous ones for
fearlessly of sharing the gospel and organizing alpha sessions.
i have a really wonderful spiritual family in my church. i have
a wonderful mentor whom i can always turn to, and always opening up
his family to me. i have a wonderful cell leader who is really like
my 2nd father who takes me as his own son and his children are like
my own siblings. i have a wonderful sister-in-christ whom i can
share my secrets with, knowing she will always love me and never
judge me, and will always be a listening ear to me. and through
her, her fiance also takes me in as his little brother.
And on top of all these, i have a great relationship with a
wonderful Father, who loves me and takes me as i am, who took all
that is ugly in me, and i can always come into His presence.
i lost a girlfriend. but somehow.. it just seems so..
insignificant to the things i've received.
feeling so blessed now, just thinking about it.
What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the
surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose
sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may
gain Christ
This was what Apostle Paul felt. As someone who had everything,
a roman citizen, one of the teachers of the law, holding high
prestige and honour from men, became totally nothing, a lowly tent
maker, while being an apostle.