firstly, im not an anti-christ. i do believe in the bible n
stuff. (to some extent). i was grown in a christian primary school.
i sang all those songs every mornin for like 6 years in primary
school. i did believe, i did pray till recently. i have attended
church. first few times, i enjoyed it. after sometime, i found
something really "wrong" about the place. as though i dun belong
there. so i stopped going. after a few times, i went back on
several occasions and stopped and went again...but i still felt
something wrong..
and some background info. my parents juz recently became
christians. my mum was lik antichrist sometime bac, and very
"freethinker". so now, suddenly they r like possessed ppeople. they
never fail to go church. everything that is related to church, they
will join. for example, my mum juz joined the choir, and they keep
going for those care group or whatever group they call it. and they
r soooo obssessed to the extent that they even go for bible class n
stuff...WHAT is this?????
they start talkin weirdly, like "we're only worried about your
salvation??". let me first state wad annoys me the most. it is when
christian talks as though their religion is the NUMBER 1 or smth.
like it's the truth, it's the definite. im sure mani of the
nonbelievers get annoyed by their behaviour. out of their normal
conversation, they will pop a "god" in once in awhile. even muslims
or pple of other religion dun realli mention their god out loud.
they just quietly worship their god. for buddist or whatever, you
dun know until they say. but if someone starts god here god there,
u obviously know his a christian...
and one thing, christians have this arrogant aura. they pretend to
be humble. they talk in another tone to nonbelievers, and worst,
they try to convert everyone they see. they r lik tryin to build an
army of pple. or to promote their church or smth. very very weird,
and of cox, very annoying...
of cox, im not talking about every christian out there. basically i
know alot christians. my entire family and their frens r
christians. even my brother has been infected. all of them started
to give me that "go away you outcast"-look. or "either u believe or
go away..". they feel as though nonchristians r inferior or
something.
when i first went to church. pple were very friendly. infact over
friendly. they r those kind that take e initiative n stuff to talk
to u. it was quite fun, n i dun deny that they r quite alot chiobus
around. and sometimes i go on sunday juz to for this reason. i min
it's sunday and everyone just dolls themselves up and go there to
"worship"...., how mani pple r realli serious about worshipping
god?
now, i juz give an excuse like. " ughh, im lazy to wake up on
sunday morning". the truth is, i believe, but i dun wan to be a
christian...
