Realistically, the folks at 9/11, Bali, or even Banda Aceh has
nothing to do with whatever you are going through.....
In the first place, apparently no one here at Eternal Hope knows
what you are going through, or what kind of "suffering" you're
undergoing.
So any respond to all questions will only be stock answers. Unless
you can specifically talked about what your problem is, there is
very little advice or answers anyone can give.
Suffering? It all depends on what you'd consider suffering. Myself
and at least one other regular EH regular is suffering from some
kind of incurable disease. Note that I use the word "incurable" and
not fatal. Is that suffering.... well, if I don't take care of my
health, I'd die.
Unless you can share (even through Private Messages) no one can
help you, and all your frustrated banging on your caps locked
keyboard isn't going to do you any good.... and for that matter,
neither is waking up at 5 am (which really is no big deal, I walk
up at 5.40 am every morning).....
