i used to be very confused by this. i mean i know that i'm saved
by grace. but i'm always told by people that if i don't do
"christian stuff" i won't be blessed by god.
so in the end, alot of things i do, is not out of love, but out of
fear, or just do for the sake of doing.
in the end, i just feel burned out, unhappy, frustrated, and not
seeing any point of works at all.
it's until there are 2 special ppl who told me, god loves me
regardless of what i do, or do not do. god loves me for me.
imperfection and all.
my righteousness comes from jesus, not my own works, so even if i
screw up, my relationship with god isn't affected. god still sees
me as righteous, and blessings come from jesus' righteousness in
me
so if i am to do anything, it must be done out of love. love for
god, or people.
if its not done out of love, it is meaningless. that's true works
=D
i dun hv to feel guilty if i choose not to serve in certain
ministry, or anything. because my salvation and relationship with
god comes from faith in christ.
but i do serve out of love. and only out of love.
my good works, now, come from the good work god started in me. my
character change comes from god's work in me. nothing is on my own
willpower.
i don't force myself to change, but god changes me slowly. into a
better person!
i feel more liberated, and this is the real victorious christian
life!