Yes, do you know Christians can go to hell? I believe much of
the war generated here b/w me & certain other ppl r bcos of
what unpleasant experiences we had w Christians & the severe
rejection we faced in church. Let me share some of my
experiences.
One reason why i backslided last time was i see so much hypocrisy
& politics in church, from gossip mongers to backstabbers. Name
any kind of office politics & u have them in church politics.
Of course, there r other personal reasons w/c r not convenient to
share here. Ppl just ignored me in church. Pastors even counsellors
sent me here & there, resulting in much confusion & anger.
Worse in megachurches. They dont even heck care me. They want ppl
to join cell grps but i just couldn't fit in. Christians & non
christians alike have labelled me antisocial, proud, gay, insane,
faithless, uncircumcised in heart & ear, stubborn, etc etc.
& the list goes on forever. 
But there's another side to church. When i was in hospital,
Christians visited me even pastors. Some Christians & pastors
really cared by bringing me to church & prayer. I know who r
the real ones & who r my true friends. But sometimes even real
frens can betray us. Even pastors & leaders! Yes, Amen?
Even father & mother can forsake us, but God
will never forsake me. Nobody not even satan can snatch me from
Jesus' hand. Neither death nor life, nor angels nor demons, nor
things present, nor things to come, nor persecution, nor famine,
nor distress, nor hunger, nor pain, nor sorrow, nor hypocrites, nor
govt, nor corrupted ppl, nor rich men, nor poor men, nor unfair
rejection, nor unkind words, nor stupid morons, nor crazy fanatics,
nor unreasonable bigots, nor pride, nor oppressors, nor insane ppl,
nor politicians, nor untrue media reports, nor slanderers, nor
liars, nor homos, nor myself will be able to separate me from the
love of God w/c is in Christ Jesus my Lord. 
Yes, do u know Christians can go to hell? What did Jesus say? If we
renounce Him in front of men, He will renounce us in front of God!
No pt twisting the message of grace. God knows all our secret
thots. His eye searches the hearts of all humans. He knows whether
we did something for ourselves, for others or for Jesus. He knows
the rejection we r feeling now as He bottles up our tears. Even
God's anointed like King Saul can betray God & persecute
Christians like King David. So learn from David's story in the
Psalms, Chronicles, Kings etc. Even brothers in Christ like Rueben,
Judah, Simeon, Asher, Gad, Ephraim, Dan, Levi, etc can betray a
brother like Joseph. But God meant it for good & God will use
all the betrayed brothers & sisters to help these betrayers.
God will raise up Davids & Josephs to estab His Kingdom &
help the world.
Are you feeling lonely, rejected, hateful, bitter, depressed, sick,
unloved, poor, sinful, angry, revengeful, mad, jealous, envious,
unfair etc right now? Go to Jesus in prayer. Humble yourselves
under the mighty hand of God & He will exalt u in due time. But
not to take revenge bcos vengeance belongs to God alone. He will
vindicate. He will speak up with His thunderous voice & all
creation will bow down b4 Him. The mountains melt like wax &
the hills are leveled in His presence. God is laughing from heaven
& waiting to put His enemies permanently under His footstool.
Why do the gentiles rage & the nations plot in vain? They set a
snare to snare God's ppl but they themselves will fall into the
trap & perish. All glory & thanks & praise to God who
is from everlasting to everlasting & there is none besides Him!
Hallelujah! Maranatha! Grace & mercy & truth be with you
all! In Jesus' name, Amen. Come Lord Jesus. Amen. It is done!
