Just to share with some of the new Christians or people who are
interested in reading the bible, I think positive thoughts make a
difference when u read the bible. For myself, I concentrated on
Jesus' love and not when/why/how theology/church
doctrines/conspiracy theories are formed. Christ just want us to
have simply faith in him when he asked the apostles to spread his
word, not theology to the world.
I can see a difference now in me then before, when i used to read
the bible for information/evidence to counter my christian friends
who said I would go to hell for not a christian. I believed this is
not the kind of message Christ wants his followers to share with
the people. Christ is simply about love, the kind of person u would
want to approach when u are troubled or in need, not a high
priest/bishop who sat high up the throne and is
unapproachable.
If you read the bible with negative thoughts, why this doctrine is
this/that, chances are u will be as confused as me last time,
trying to grasp the contrast between the OT/NT God. Negative ideas
will come out with more negative ones. I used to come up with more
and more ironies/contradictions in the bible and quarrelled with my
friends over these. It is simply not productive this way. Why not
view the bible as a whole? The NT is simply a mirror of the OT and
makes me glad that I now have Christ whom I can easily prayed to
24x7.