I'm already in node and I was from tekong BMT. No idea why
driver. To what you said in the last paragraph, yeah I don't mind
learning to overcome the anxiety or whatever, but I just don't know
how I will be helped and whether it will be effective, know what I
mean? I just don't want to go back to the course and feel stressed
again and end up wasting time or slot. I also want to know if I can
let them know I got this problem, and they won't be harsh, because
honestly it will be easier for me to concentrate and learn.
Why I have anxiety? I think maybe because that's how I am, not only
for driving but for other things as well, but I don't usually
'complain' and instead just go through with it. I think for
driving, it may be because of safety and also the pressure from
instructors.
I wonder if I can inform them about my problem, so that they
don't pressure me? I honestly don't mind learning, I just want to
be safe and confident.
If I'm malingering how can the MMI specialist be helping me? How
can MO even want to refer me to MMI? Plus I know that I am pes A
and that drivers who OOC can get a new vocation based on their PES
status. How is RP and Storeman more relaxing than driver? Drivers
are more relaxed and can get driving license. I don't want to drive
because I have an issue, not malingering. don't assume.
@Bus Stopping What if the people at my node needs storeman and
clerk? Is there anyway I can get to stay?
During my days, which is two years back, there's 2 reasons why
ppl get posted to driver from tekong bmt, either out of course from
bmt, or if u are a PR and did not pass your ippt, u will have a
chance to get posted to driver. Not sure if they still pratice
that.
I feel the most important thing that makes u feel confident of
driving a 20+ years old army truck/tonner is to know it better. So
one way of doing that is to go for MSET course, basically some
basic maintaience course that teaches u more about the vehicle. I
hope that could help u. U might need to ask ur clerk to see if ur
hq needs ppl to go.
As for telling the driving instructors, im not too sure whens
the best time u can do that. The only problem as i understand is
that their salary is partly determined by how many times his 4
student takes to pass the course. So its good to relax, and
communicate with him. Don't be like some drivers who tried taking a
wheel choke and scaring the instructor or attempting to drive a L
plate up the expressway, that wont end well. 
And its really unlikely that u will get to stay in ur node as
storeman and/or clerk, like many mentioned, ur current pes status
dont allow u to do that.