hi all. will share with u all my feeling today. as i told u all,
tomorrow i gonna take pink ic and today is my last day in my
camp. initially everything seems normal with all the well wishes
from ppl like.. hey, u ord tomorrow right? so good ar.. etc. din
feel much. but at the end of the day when i was about to
leave, all my frens started to shake hands with me and wished me
goodluck etc. my superior thk me for my contribution and gave me a
gift of appreciation. another superior of mine gave me a
hug and bade farewell to me as well.. felt sad at that time
and almost cried. but luckily nvr do so if not very malu ar.. haha.
when i left the camp i took a last look at it and i got a complexed
feeling.this is the bloody place which i have been hoping to leave
since i gt posted here. however, i actually felt sad when it was
time to bid farewell. so ironic ar. haha.
having said all this, i must be thkful tat nth seriously bad had
happened to me during my 2 yrs in ns. though sometimes i
will feel angry and frusrated abt the shit tat i have to do,
overall i must say tat this 2 yrs is a special period of my life.
feel tat if nt for ns, most of us would not have thought of
volunteering staying out in the field at night to feed mosquitoes,
put some camou on ur face so u will not be seen. staying in camp
during public holidays when all ur other frens are having fun.
haha. but if u were to ask me if i would repeat the whole 2 yrs
again, my answer will be a firm NO. hehe. some things are best left
as memory la.
All the best for your time ahead.
Hopefully you already get a place in an education institute or a
working position waiting for you.
When I ORDed.....I forgot to bring my ORD dental document, and
have to spend 2.5 hours to go back home and return to camp to hand
them to the chief clerk. 