I dont remember much abt regulars bullying me, neither nor they
are good to me.
I am CPL. It is just that...
People who are same rank and below asking me to go lunch is a
favour. People who are spec or officer who ask me to go lunch I
considered as an order. No matter what there is alway a invisible
barrier and gap between the regular and NSF, high rank and lower
rank.
It might be something in ur mind only thats causing such a
problem. I often have lunch or tea breaks with people lower or
higher rank than me and i will just join them if i'm free without
thinking about it.
To me, an order is something that must be done and can't be
disobeyed, going for meals etc with people more senior than me is
always a choice. Neither do i treat meals with my juniors as a
favour to them since we normally treat each other equally and not
care about our ranks.
