Nope, never did think highly of meself. Never went OCS, never
went D Coy or was it D wing? You know better. Hell i never even
stepped into the OCS cafeteria. My own goal in NS was to finish it.
Never wanted to go SISPEC, but i finished it. The military assigned
me there and i do it to my maximum capability.
The best leadership i know in NS was from my CSM, a Sec 2 drop
out hokkien peng who did whatever we did, and then some more. Not
like some Regular Capts or LTA who can barely pass IPPT or even
complete a Life run. But can decide which men can book out or not
by looking at the men's IPPT results.
Leadership? I dont know much about it, but as a ground
soldier who have to lead 6 other men who defintely doesnt want to
be there, i sure know who i want to follow and who i will tell to
fuck off. What did you said you did again? MINDEF clerk? Thats sure
gives you a clear objective and view on whats happeining in ground
level.
So you drop out, or didnt meet standards. No shame in that, the
training is not for all. But you talk machiam you Sword Of Honor
winner. Or some big time "champion"
Whatever, do what you like
I'm glad you never went to OCS. Did I accuse you of wanting to
go there? Like I said once before, and unfortunately I'm forced to
repeat, I called you out on your claims of education, leadership
and the armed forces. I never disputed or claimed you badly wanted
to go to OCS, so why keep assuring me you never did? What a waste
of my time. I called you out on your claims of leadership and
education, if you have never been to leadership school, let alone
experience, ok that's asking for too much, let alone saw the
process by which the organisation moulds the people it deems it
leaders, you are not qualified to talk about this process. Thats
what I called you out on. An analogy: If you didn't go to medical
school, talking all day long and making judgments about the best
surgeons is making only one person look silly and it's not anyone
you talk about. It's you.
And make no mistake, there are many officers, both regulars and
NSF. Few are educated (by my standards). I don't even feel majority
of them exhibit good leadership skills, but it just sucks balls
that these shitty officers are often the same majority in the
officer corp who aren't educated.
On your next point, I know the presence of many fit CSM or RSM
or what have you, be they hokkien peng or not. I also know of OC
and CO who run marathons across deserts, across the island, never
fail to get IPPT gold and year on year turn out SOC timings that
make any hokkien peng CPL weep. What I said to you earlier stands.
You were just too thick to understand. What you haven't got to see,
does not mean it doesn't exist. To the people who have seen and
know better, once again you just look stupid.
Your final quote though was what made me LOL, truly brightened
up my night. It's amazing how much in denial anyone can be. You
said: "But you talk machiam you Sword Of Honor winner. Or some big
time "champion"
I have never once boasted about my military prowess. It's people
like YOU, who have not produced anything to claim that you have
attained any remote benchmarks of leadership who yak all day long
about leaders who require the remark that came from your own mouth
above. Look into the mirror tonight and tell yourself your own
line: "you talk machiam you Sword Of Honor winner. Or some big time
"champion". Yes, the line you spouted out of your mouth was really
customised for you. How ironic.
Leaders you don't know and have never met, but for the
unfortunate fact that they have lots of other things you don't have
like brains and qualifications, that incurred your sour graped
wrath.
That was the whole crux of the tragedy. And what I called you
out for.