I agreed to cowardly and foolish way to end my life. That is why
I am still pondering here over my suicidal thoughts. If I do not
think of my family, my relatives, my friends and girlfriend + her
family. Seriously, this life is crap. Army took out my soul,
destroy my ego, rupture my spirit and torture my body. I am now
currently under specialist appointment for my knee injury. They
still want me or rather US to complete the training. Even with
proper A&E / Polyclinic MC, they will still ask you back. Think
of this as additional pressure everyone is facing. On top of it,
please read the first post of what I have said. I'm a worrisome
person and timid I admit. I slept with my parents till mid
secondary because I am afraid of dark.
You can call this military stress or something, I am afraid of
talking to people in uniform, you can call this military phobia if
such exist which I doubt Singapore will acknowledge. The reason I'm
here is to seek proper help such as, what can I do to make me feel
better. The MO is only asking questions and not helping. So..
Yea..
knee injury... though u can still try to get att B (light
duties status) while in camp...
army is just 2 years... out of an average singaporean
male potential 80 years of life... think abt it... worst come
to worst... book in at IMH for the time being... or the saf ward at
Alexandra Hospital...