suck thumb sial. i have abit of your problem. i dun lose sleep
over training though. i just get worried over SOC. its quite a
psychological barrier when i think about how to clear the damn
obstacles. i dunno why but i'm damn afraid of injuring myself after
seeing how ppl got themselves OOT doing it.
and besides that, i get worried too about being fucked. and when
there's a need to rush, and rush there cuz got no time...i feel
damn sian. i go breathless like...only when i haf to run SOC and
run around in SBO/FBO. i dunno if its anxiety or not. lol...but
yeah i do actually get ANXIOUS a lot, but not as jialat as losing
my breath. 1 thing about army is the mental + physical torturing
trainings. whenever we have to chiong, like during SIT test,
walao...i get damn breathless. i dunno if its a medical condition
cuz i see people like never get breathless as easily as i do. a
simple thing like standing up, i go dizzy and get numb already.
shrugs. i went to an MO regarding this before and he said i'm just
suffering from anxiety. like WTF. he told me he can't help me and i
must overcome this issue myself. so from then on i just dun tink so
much la. actually most of the problems like that start from
thinking too much...but about the running and physical part...den i
dunno.