you could say that i am a kengster, but at the same time, i do
have some medical problems.
firstly, i have only done 4km only...so im not going to be
marching the 24km, neither am i going to be taking part in the
Graduation Parade.
reason is because i am born with a Sunken Chest.
in other words, im physically challenged and have smaller lungs
compared to any normal average human being. i had serious chest
pains on my left (where my heart is) since sec 2 till sec 4
whenever i play soccer for too long...like after 30mins...although
i know thats short but probably over exert myself too much.
however, i didnt went to see a doc in the past as i thought it
wasn't serious. why i thought it wasn't serious? the moment i stop
moving, the pain stops. but the moment i move...like just a simple
slow run...the pain begins. so i had to rest and do nothing for
some time.
affter sec 4, i didnt faced that problem...until probably during
BMT. i did had left chest aches. most of the time during physical
training, whenever the chest aches begin, i stop, so that it wont
worsen further to the next stage...as i fear it would.
due to this reasons, i had only march 4km. the moment i go into
FBO, after 5 - 15mins, my breathing becomes tighter and uneasy. if
its SBO, im fine.
meanwhile, i am still waiting for a call from MO, to tell me
when is my appointment date with a lung specialist. its been 2
weeks already and they ought to have arranged an appointment by
then.
my situation now is, i dun have any solid black and white papers
to say i am unfit for this and that....as because the doctors do
not know what i have been through and my experiences with my sunken
chest but only know that my sunken chest is "normal" for me.
Thats all.
i was hoping to get a MP interview but my name was not called.
and i also heard that for those who didnt tick YES for command
school will have a high chance of posting to GUARDS, which i
have heard that its the 2nd most siong compared to commandos
physical training.
if i am already struggling in BMT and just got a PASS, how can i
go for something 2 or 3 or 5 times more siong for physical
training?