I know I am timid , i am actually more braver than before
.
but somethings take time .
I lastime socially timid until cant buy food .
everytime at foodcourt i sit there where my mum go and buy food for
me .
now at least i made frenz in bmt . lastime i never talk to ppl
although now i still feel anxious talking to ppl .
my self esteem also increase after bmt , i feel less inferior
.
even my PS also think i cant finish field camp . they r scared of
me they assign someone to look after me .
seriously , my 4 day field camp , day 1 i very scared .
day 4 ok .
at least my frenz encourage me . I cry at the campsite also .
now alone walking in the forestry terrain .
I think quite mentally taxing not say i cant overcome .
i more scared of dogs there nt so scared of terrain .
