it's in cmpb excuse sheet sent to ur house .
I suspect y i get it is I gt sinus .
store dusty and mechanic also dirty .
so excuse lor .
See SAF shrink nid memo 1 mah , I think i gt new symptoms during
bmt .
describe to him ? Severe inferior complex with anxiety and
depressive mood .
the more difficult the task , the more inferior I get .
then I get socially timid during BMT . Although it may sound silly
, I have been timid when it comes to do things and socialisation
since young .
I think need quite long to change me .
BMT i tio outcast .
even get down tonner i also scared . ppl gt to hold my hand then i
go down .
even seven weeks of bmt never change me . I still dunno how to
march coreectly , i march stiffly like a zoombie .
i think my personality affecting me in NS .
mop floor i gt to ask also . am i doing it correctly .
even that time i consider OOC , i also have to ask them if I should
.
given a task , i would worry abt nt being able to do it .
OO told me this month I have an appointment with him .
and during BMT i took medicine for anxiety . I shown to MO in
tekong and they wrote down and i think it's in paces record .
I also cannot shout , I think i should get excuse shouting .
i also gt referred to PMB .
consuleling also gt difficulty , a short while and many things to
say , I really dunno what to say .
I think my thinking pattern , personality traits all hard to change
. And during periods of stress , they will reccur .
if i never remember wrongly , i have anxious personality according
to the doc .
will I get a perm grade in my case ?
I will accept any grade that is given to me .
