EH guys and enciks, got problem man
am enlisting this coming FRIDAY n am depressed like jialat man.
simple say, i haf a problem wif my weight in which no matter how
much i eat or train im like never growing any bigger! n u to make
it worst, im skinny like f**k man! i mean serious sial, past two
months i've been gym-ning, eat-ing, exercising n aiya, doing every
means possible to grow myself into a decent size but i look at
myself in the mirror and its like... no difference sial!!
wtf!!
..im 19 n my weight is like only 55kg!! n im not even frm ethopia!
im frm singapore man! foods everywhere! ...but im not skinny, just
SKINNY LIKE HELL MAN.. i look like a piece of majong paper frm
sideview and my limbs, DUN EVEN GO THERE. sighs forgive my curses
but really man, forget e self esteem shit, i juz dun noe how im
gonna even survive e army man, that is one thing, den somemore
confirm will kena mock or teased or tekan or humiliated by e other
fit guys n enciks...
N WORST STILL i dunno what on earth the docs were thinking but i
got pes a for med check up despite e fact tt im juz skin n bones
man! sigh is der any sort of programs or training for skinny pricks
like me? i mean seriously man, im not gonna look good in whatever
uniform man and i use to have deep interest in e military n e art
of warfare n stuffs n like so damn enthusiastic bout e army but
looking e way i am now i can juz forget bout those man.
wanna noe from any old birds here on what e army's gonna do to ppl
like me , gonna take me one damn load of courage to pull this one
off man, but juz need sum words frm any enciks here so i can do
this with a less-troubled mind thanks
