Yes, I know that i am making things like more complicated, but
thing is when I'm a woman I feel more comfortable. Yes, I agree
buying girls stuffs makes me like a pervert so I actually buy my
dresses, underwears and such online. And honestly I have never wore
a dress outside, the only thing i wear out is panties and sports
bra.
I only become a full woman at home. Also to add on, I'm straight
and likes girls as well, just that I feel more turned on towards
lesbians
Why do you want to make things complicated? Being yourself as a
man is good. I don't think you should spend your money buying
girl's stuffs. People might think you are a pervet.(no offence) Is
being man hard that you have to transform into a woman? Is not that
I force you to become a man back, but being yourself as a man is
way better than becoming a woman. Just be yourself. I hope you can
heed my advice.