funny thing is, it takes so long to sink in. for mths i've
feeling excited, happy, looking forward etc. but these few days
i've been acting as if i am going to the gallows, or at least waht
my parents are trying to make me think with their actions (gorging
me silly with good food i've always LOVED)
then now i am feeling so down...like freedom gone for 2
years.
yes yes, NS is easy life now. but i cant visualise it mah..
