ahh... She was trying to argue a point about me not letting go..
strangely, it was like that in an email but i think it was my fault
that i did not follow up with an email after i experienced a
revelation of sorts... and figured to let go..
oh well...
news from Her front is that She's with someone else now 
hope he can take care of Her better than i could... i gave it my
all!
one of these days, maybe slowly, slowly, i can write about Her as
"her"...
but, i don't even try to hide this.. i'm still in love with
Her..