thx everyone......u folks are my friends lor 
i can vent my anger n fustrations here, and i sure will feel better
after it.
for me, i dun really believe in real friendship outside, especially
gfs. they come and go. and what is important to gal are thier bfs,
their hubbies, their families. friends will not be their top
priority. sometimes i'm like tat too. maybe women are just born to
be more family oriented. and of cos there are gals out there who
feel friendship is very important to them too. or even at equal
level as their families of their other halves. but at least i noe i
never let my friends down. i'm always the one there for them
regardless of what kind of unpleasant situations they have gotten
themsleves into. but my closest gfs left me when i needed them
most. n they did it more than once. n if they would have given me
more attention as in willing to listen n tok to me, i might not
have done what i done.
sometimes when all esle fail, you'll tend to wanna fall back on
some good loyal friends. but when they disappoint you too, you'll
feel the whole world have let you down.
I dunno where all these came from suddenly, but just feel like
penning it down.
so those who have your best and closest friends around you, be
grateful to them. send them a message and tell them thank you. cos
not everyone is as blessed to have such friends.
