haha me yeye? 
i not
yeye la i also tension already. but after loony's advice i managed
to calm down abit...just duno how i'd manage inside coz i heard my
ippt gotta pass to book out every week. guess i'd have to burn a
few weekends that means.
trying to relax now everyday...but trust me, i wont be a quitter!
(in case that's what u mean)