Just wait and see.
You're were once free,
but now you allow yourself
this huge stone of f*cking emotions
tied to your feet.
All because you yearn for love and to love.
And you think that's love.
All of you said you would wake up.
You, you and you.
f*cking people.
You never did wake up.
I don't wanna mourn for you.
Now who the f*ck cares if I ever did.
I feel sorry for you.
I don't know what will it take
for you deluded lovelorns to arise from
your seemingly paradisal enchanted slumber.
Yes, XXX (self) will never understand you.
Yes, you think XX's a pile of bullsh*t.
Oh, note to self.
You don't owe another person a living.
You think this is love.
Let me tell you;
you know nothing about love.
Absolutely nothing.
You think it's all bliss,
oh, sadness, hurt, sorrows, devastation...
I'm your detractor.
No, it ain't a case of sour grapes.
I'm over and done with what's called love.
It's making me sick.
God made people to fall in love,
I admit I did.
But I'm resisting, cause it yields nothing..
Nothing but shrapnels of piercing, blooded anguish..
No, it ain't a case of once bitten twice shy,
or extreme pessimism.
To hell with unconditional love.
You're not so f*cking noble.
No one is. Save your bullcrap.
I'm not a hypocritical jerk.
I tell it straight to your f*cking face.
Like how blunt and tactless you are to me.
I'll shove the cold, hard truth right up your f*cking face.
Whether you have the mental capacity to accept and decipher
these words is another case altogether.
Nah, it's never schadenfreude.
Cause there's no malice or vile.
No, it ain't angst, or bottled-up emotions.
Tell me if I'm a 3 year old writing sh*t.
I don't have a mind of a deluded fool.
I ain't a deranged hysterical sod.
I'm utterly sober.
I'm perfectly normal.
Thrust a spear through my heart;
I bleed. Like you, like everyone.
Pleasures of the flesh is an understatement.
Love's a cardinal sin.
And what about our parents' love?
Now, may I ask whose life is this,
living in & breathing in you?
Yours, entirely yours.
And you thought you had full control over it.
You're dead wrong.
Be it secularism or atheism;
We don't belong to this world from the start.
Cause from life to death;
we're nothing but dust...
Sorry. Pardon my language.
