I go Amour
intemporel
Amour intemporel, meaning timeless love in French. I ran my thumb
over the carved message on the flute. If that was really what you
promised, why did you have to leave me? Timeless love. Is that even
possible?
A lone figure was standing by the sea. Her dress was swaying freely
with the wind but she seemed to a trapped in her thoughts. An
exquisite flute lay in her hands and she seemed to be running her
thumb over some carvings on the flute.
Her face, so devastatingly beautiful, yet it held such sadness that
even one could cry for her. She was not tearing then, but there
were hints of dried tears on her cheeks. She seemed to be thinking
about something, or rather someone. Someone so dear to her, someone
who constantly plagued her thoughts, someone whom she would never
forget. That certain someone.
Good morning! I am NAME, the keeper of this dolphin sea! Welcome
here. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me! a cute
boyish voice said. Xue Ting turned around, and surprising, she saw
a handsome man. But his voice was so boyish, she thought. She
checked him out, staring at him from head to toe. Not bad looking,
she smiled, but when she saw that smile on NAMEs face, she
realized that she had been caught checking him out and
blushed.
A tingly feeling sprung out inside her. He is affecting me so much,
but I shant worry. I think it is only a tiny crush, she thought,
but she didnt realize that she couldnt stop thinking about
him.
NAME saw one of the visitors checking him out and smiled at her
knowingly. He thought she would be like the rest and flirt with him
(though he didnt really like people flirting with him) and was
quite impressed to see the girl blush and look away. She is quite
cute, so shy. She has pretty eyes too, NAME thought, I hope I will
get to know her.
That was their first meeting, and from there, their story
began.
Oh my, these dolphins are so cute and they seem to be enjoying
their little game, Xue Ting smiled to herself as she watched the
dolphins play with a small ball.
Yes, they are enjoying themselves. See, they are producing those
cute noises. Seeing them does make me feel happier and more
relaxed, NAME told Xue Ting. He looked at the dolphins and had a
cute expression on his face. Xue Ting was surprised by his presence
as she hadnt felt anyone behind her but on the other hand, she
felt sudden warmth coming from her insides. She felt very
uncomfortable to be so near a stranger, yet she also felt very safe
next to him. Whats happening to me? She questioned herself. She
felt weird.
But above all, a new feeling sprouted out from deep inside her
heart, and it started to grow.
What was that weird feeling inside her? It felt so magical and
mysterious, like you are never able to know whats going to
happen.
It was sunset and the scenery was very captivating. Two figures
could be seen sitting along the dolphin sea chatting like they
already known the other for a long time.
They were attracted to each other.
You are going home now? NAME asked.
Yes, I think I will miss talking to you. You are such a good
chatting buddy, and you know so much about dolphins! I love
dolphins! Xue Ting replied, and she leaned in to hug NAME. NAME
was stunned, but he wrapped his arm around Xue Ting to return the
friendly hug. He knew this girl was different from the rest and
that he liked this girl but he didnt know what to do about it. He
didnt want to lose the chance to know her better as he knew if he
let her go without doing anything, he might lose contact with her.
But he was also afraid that if he were to be too bold, she would be
frightened.
Xue Ting, I
I
, NAME stammered. He was never so shy around girls
before and that was the first time he stammered. Xue Ting looked at
him questioningly. He plucked up his courage and asked her out for
a date, and she agreed to it immediately and gave him her
number.
Yes! I did it. I asked her out and she agreed! I even got her
number, NAME thought. Being the adorable guy he was, he even did
victory signs to himself. She is such a special girl. I hope we
will have a good time together on our date. And maybe, she is the
one
Oh my god, he asked me out. He is so unbelievably cute and he even
stammered when he asked. How cute can a guy get, Xue Ting thought
smiling to herself.
That whole night, she thought of NAME and his brilliant smile and
when she slept, she dreamt about the dolphin sea and about a
certain handsome young keeper of the dolphin sea.
She was all ready for the date. Dressed in a blouse and a flowy
skirt, carrying a small handbag and having a light makeup on, she
looked very sweet. It was their first date, and she was pretty much
looking forward to it. She liked him and hoped that their
relationship could progress.
The doorbell rang. She quickly went to the door and came face to
face with NAME. He placed her hand on his arm and led her to his
car. He pulled opened the door for her. He is like a perfect
boyfriend, so gentleman and sweet, Xue Ting thought.
Our first date was perfect. He was so sweet to me. He told me that
dolphins are the guardians of love and we were brought together by
dolphins. So does it mean that our love will be forever?
I am falling, falling deeper and deeper in love with him. Love is
so unpredictable, so new to me, but when I am with him, nothing
matters. I feel safe in his arms.
What do you want to be in your next life? Xue Ting asked NAME,
looking into his eyes.
I want to be dolphin, so carefree and be able to guard over people
whom I love. What do you want to be in your next life? NAME
replied. Xue Ting closed her eyes for a moment, to think about what
NAME had just asked her.
If you want to be a dolphin, I want to be one too, so that we can
love again in our next life.
They were walking along the dolphin sea when Xue Ting lost slipped
and lost balance. She was falling and she quickly shut her eyes,
expecting herself to hit the water. Suddenly, she felt a pair of
strong arms encircle her waist and lift her up. She opened her eyes
and NAMEs face was right above hers.
Dont worry, I will catch you when you fall, NAME told Xue Ting,
his eyes twinkling with mischief. Xue Ting immediately blushed and
her cheeks became red and hot.
Are you sure you will be there for me when I need you? Xue Ting
asked.
Yes, I promise I will be there for you and protect you, always and
forever. When you fall into the darkest pit, I will bring you
light, I will save you, and I will be your faith. Will you let me
be your knight in shinning armour? NAME asked. Xue Ting could feel
the love from him, she nodded without hesitation. He smiled and
leaned down. The next moment, his lips landed on hers.
Under the moonlight, they shared their first kiss along the dolphin
sea, the place they first met.
This is for you. Would you like to play a piece for me? NAME
passed Xue Ting a flute and gave her his infamous puppy look. Xue
Ting smiled at his childish antics and took the flute. She played a
melodious tune. Love, happiness and hope were all intertwined in
the music.
After she finished playing the flute, she ran her fingers over the
carvings.
What is amour intemporel? she asked curiously.
It means timeless love, just like how our love will go on
forever, he told her and placed a kiss on her forehead.
A flower bloomed inside her. She was certain that it was love. Till
then, love was sweet.
NAME played with the ring in his pocket. The ring had a dolphin and
the diamond was between its fins. She is going to love this ring so
much, he thought. He had specially ordered this from America and he
had just collected it today and couldnt wait to give it to her. He
was going to propose to Xue Ting today and he was going to make Xue
Ting the happiest woman in the whole wide world. Are you ready to
be Mrs. Kim? He smiled to himself at the thought of it.
Xue Ting waited outside the posh restaurant. She looked at her
watch to check the time. 7.15pm. She was fifteen minutes early. Why
are we eating at such a posh restaurant? Xue Ting wondered. She
asked NAME, but he refused to tell her and she gave up asking.
There must be some sort of surprise, she thought, maybe it is some
special day. His birthday? No. Her birthday? No. Their anniversary?
No. Then what is it?
Suddenly, she had a very weird feeling, like something bad is going
to happen. She shuddered. NAME, please be safe.
Well, I am almost there. I cant wait to reveal to her. My insides
are screaming from excitement. NAME laughed to himself. Suddenly,
his left eye twitched. Nothing bad is going to happen, especially
on this special day, he comforted himself. But it didnt seem to
work. That bad feeling still stayed there.
Sometimes life doesnt go the way you expect it to. And in many
occasions, it goes the opposite.
NAME was walking along the pavement. He saw a child running across
the road. There was an incoming car. The child saw it and stood
still in the middle of the road, shell shocked. Fortunately, NAME
ran to the boy and pushed him away. The boy was saved, but NAME got
knocked down by the car and flew several meters from the spot he
was standing.
Xue Ting, I am sorry. I had to save that boy. He is so young and
still has a long way to go in life. I am sorry about leaving you
alone, I am sorry that I will not be able to bring you happiness, I
am sorry I cant protect you like how I used to anymore. I hope you
can forgive me.
I will be your guardian angel. Be strong and live on. A tear rolled
down his cheeks. He was going to die soon. He took his last
breath.
Lets meet in our next life, as dolphins. I love you, Xue Ting. I
love you. With that, NAME closed his eyes. He left her.
Bang! Xue Ting heard the impact and turned around. She still had
that bad feeling. NAME, please be safe, her mind was still
chanting. The scene before her was too terrifying. NAME was lying
motionless in a puddle of blood. Blood was still oozing profusely
from his head. She couldnt help herself. She ran towards
NAME.
She knelt next to his body and shook him. NAME, wake up. Wake up
please. Tell me you are only joking with me. Wake up. Tears were
running down her cheeks. She couldnt feel anything nor see
anything but the lifeless body before her. It was like her whole
world just crumbled. She felt as if she were torn apart, her life
crushed and shattered. She pulled NAMEs body up and hugged him.
Dont leave me. I am scared. I need you. NAME
Sorry, we couldnt do anything to save him. He already stopped
breathing before he came in, the doctor told Xue Ting and passed
her the ring. Xue Ting looked at the ring in her hand. He was going
to propose to me. We were supposed to get married and have many
kids. We were supposed to be the happiest couple. Why? Why did you
have to leave me? Didnt you promise me? Didnt you promise to love
me forever? Didnt you
She held the ring to her heart. I love you, NAME.
They were separated by death and they would never be able to meet
again.
Xue Ting stood alone by the dolphin sea. She raised the flute to
her mouth and blew into it. A lovely piece came out, you could hear
the love she had for NAME, but also the sorrow she was feeling in
her music. Bittersweet and heartwrenching.
NAME, I will meet you in my next life. Wait for me. Xue Ting slowly
walked towards the sea. She walked deeper and deeper in. the water
level was at her chin then and she made herself fall frontward. She
could feel the water against her face. It was cold, like
death.
Slowly, she felt breathless, but she didnt bother to reach for the
water surface. Se was tired, depressed and she felt as if there was
no reason to live anymore. She had lost her will to live on. She
loosened her grip on her life and let it go.
NAME, I am coming.
Darkness overcame her.
All of a sudden, Xue Ting saw light again. Am I dead? She opened
her eyes slowly and looked at her surroundings.
She could see the sea clearly and also felt the water moving under
her feet. She glanced down, and found herself on a dolphins back.
I am not dead, she thought to herself. He saved me again. And I
know its him.
I want to be dolphin, so carefree and be able to guard over people
whom I love. Dont worry, I will catch you when you fall. It means
timeless love, just like how our love will go on forever. His voice
was running through her mind. Xue Ting could see his smile, hear
his voice and even feel his presence.
Suddenly, she wanted to live. To live for him, to live to love him.
She found the meaning in life again, all because of him.
NAME, as for now, you will be the dolphin and I will live as a
dolphin lover. And when I die, I will become a dolphin to be with
you. And this way, our love will go on eternally, she whispered
under her breath. She was sure that he would hear it. NAME, I love
you.
True love is everlasting. Even death will not be able to put a stop
to true love. It will go on forever and ever.
Amour intemporel, our timeless love.