presenting. 'F4rk brain speaks' a RTS (Real Time
and real life Short story,but
exactly how 'real time' remains to be seen).
(Hi mod,hope this is the right place for such a thing,i thought of
placing it in aunt agony but i think u guys may appreciate this
here,anyway,im not looking to be consoled or anything,i just need
to rant about it.As to my identity,i am a regular in the sense that
i read the forums,including this one often but hardly post
anything,this is an account i created for posting the story,i guess
you can call me a clone.)
FUCK BRAIN speaks:
This kind of feeling CANNOT be wrong. What a lie,a fallacy.
It has dulled my senses,they had been dull enough but now i am the
great ignominious buffoonistic MM. M for mental.
Such a feeling can also affect your appetite and cause indigestion.
Or maybe its just the holy water my mother forced me to drink
yesterday, it disagress with my nature.
No joke man,i'm a goner, its like contracting cancer.
This feeling makes me sick.Everything i eat disagrees with me,when
i sleep i never dream of her,i dream of the people and places that
have something to do with her,it drives me mad,if i could just
dream about her maybe the cathartic experience might absolve some
of my insane needs but i can't,my sub conscious brain is as fucked
as me,fuck brain.
its like that alice cooper song, POISON.
its like that black sabbath song, kill in the spirit world
its like that suede song, 'extra track'
its like that three days grace song, i hate everything about
you
Its like everything.The air i breathe,the food i eat,the words i
hear,the dreams i sleep in.It all disagrees with me,like...
like i just wanna die.
pass away,sleep without dreaming,do nothing forever without having
to eat another unfriendly meal.
and she knows nothing about this. the way i 'siam' her,she prolly
thinks i am repulsed by her.
oh truth! how thou art so perverted,
how ironic... that the most arrogant fuck brain decides to descend
from PSI=0 heaven into the fucking troposphere in search of
mademoiselle in a cloudy world of very mortal affairs....
