Sadness
Revived...
On a single road... On a single plane... An axis of my mere
existence... Where my self-existence wouldn't matters... Like as
much as the others... As time flow... And wills drain... Begone, my
past lives and nightmares... Beliefs, they have once again
arrive...
They marches in to me through my bedroom door... Like a thousand
slugs eager to waste me.... Depriving me of my thoughts and life...
My energy, my consumptions and efforts... They've distorted me in
my orientations... Robbed me of my time... Connects me to those
hungry minds of theirs... FLEE, I shall die...
They invested on my body... They digested my soul... They make me
feel alive again... Only to be one of their kinds...
They've never ask me what I ask... Since they don't have to,
knowing I'm rotten to the core... They serve me like my slaves...
Polishing up my armour, only to bring them grace...
And only when I've just thought my chance has gone... It's always
out presenting itself to me.... Like a trap, to a Devil..... And
yet how can I be a lion if not roar...?
There shall be a day I grow to understand... But I'm afraid it's
not today... Since all that's given to me... Just quickly slips
away...
There'll be a day where I'm holding to a grain of sand... Realising
that it's gonna be all I can catch... Yet the other grains that
slipped through my knuckle... Should I have not touched....?